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[04 Nov 2002|10:45pm] |
This is my final post as poedteen. My new LJ is under nekonezume. Please, don't forget to comment if you want to be on my friends list! Some of you I will add automatically. Most, I won't. So just tell me, okie?
Seeya in my new LJ!
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I'm feeling  right now. 
::7 lumps to the noggin:: drop an anvil on my head::
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| Okay, idea. |
[04 Nov 2002|10:23pm] |
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How about I just post my new name when I'm done and you can add me? That would be easier. OK. I'm going to sign up now.
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I'm feeling right now.
::drop an anvil on my head::
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| Whee. |
[04 Nov 2002|05:10pm] |
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Totakeke midis ^_^ |
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*looks at the current world's population* You must have a lot of frustration then.
What pisses you off?
Created by ptocheia
OK, guys, I'm making my new friends-only LJ tonight. Anyone who wants to remain on my friends list, reply to this post, and I'll add you ^_^.
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I'm feeling right now.
::5 lumps to the noggin:: drop an anvil on my head::
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| The Road Not Taken |
[03 Nov 2002|11:34pm] |
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"Redeemer" - Marilyn Manson (eck, I hate that song) |
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Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leave no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence;
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the road less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
-ROBERT FROST
Sorry 'bout that. I'm in a pensive mood. I love that poem.
( annnd it's time for another one of Katie's depression-rants )
Thanks, Autumn, for the activation code ^_^. I think I'll use it tomorrow.
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I'm feeling right now.
::drop an anvil on my head::
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| Hey, cool |
[03 Nov 2002|06:37pm] |
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Interview between a dude and my dad |
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My Dad's on the radio, sweet. Interview. That's cool. His new CD came out last week ^_^. Cool. Wonder which song they're gonna play? *Crosses fingers for Katie's Song* I get royalties for writing the tune to that song :P.
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::drop an anvil on my head::
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| Blech |
[03 Nov 2002|04:59pm] |
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"City of Angels" - The Distillers |
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MSN is a piece of shit.
I'm thinking of making a friends-only LJ. I know a lot of people currently on my friends list either:
a. don't know me, or
b. know me, but hate me and somehow put up with my shit day after day amd are secretly holding back a massive "FUCK YOU, YOU HEINOUS BITCH!"
So, if anyome has an activation code they'd like to give up, I'd gladly receive :P.
WAHAHA MSN FINALLY started working. Stupid fuck.
Right, now, carpe diem. I will remind myself that every single day and never live by it, I know. But it really is a good phrase. I think everyone should live by it. Muah. Except for me, coz I'm a coward. As I've said before, if annyone has a problem with me, just tell me, ok? I know a lot of people do. I don't blame them. I have a problem with me. But just tell me and don't hold it back, okay? I won't get pissed or hold it against you. Uhm, yeah. You've all heard this before. I repeat myself way too much.
Something fucked up my friends page.
It's been snowing off and on today. I want it to do some hardcore snowing. FUCK I just spilled my chips.
So yeah, other than today, this weekend's been pretty cool. I was feeling pretty depressed on Friday, so Brad came down and watched a movie with me, and we played some videogames and went on a looooong walk and that cheered me right up. I love my friends. They rock. Last night we went on another walk as well, and Brad found a touque on the side of the road :-= red and white striped. That was cool. Oh, and on Friday we found a leaky glowstick in a sink (we were wlaking in the campground) and carried it around with us, and he got glowstick-juice all over his gloves :-=. Actually, they were mine. Unfortunately, the juice came off with the rain. That sucked, coz they were cool lookin'. Yeah, we were walking in the rain, and last night we were walking in a snowstorm :-=.
I wish it would snow in one of my AC towns :\. Hey, it's snowing again. Cool. Relatively hard, too. OK, as soon as Mom gets to Moncton, I hope a storm kicks up. That would kick so much ass. Snow's so beautiful. And look, it stopped. I swear. The weather today is fucken nuts. Give it five freaking minutes and it'll change.
Anyway, yeah if anyone cares to give me an activation code (I won't get pissed if you don't, it's just if anyone WANTS to) I'd be eternally in your debt. Er, maybe.
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I'm feeling right now.
::2 lumps to the noggin:: drop an anvil on my head::
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| Byahahaha |
[03 Nov 2002|01:59pm] |
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"K.K. Faire" |
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What kind of punk kid are you?
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Haha. I got my basement in AC today. Only cost me about 45,000 Bells, and I had 85,000 on me. So, now it's being renovated for an upstairs expansion tomorrow XP. That kicks ass. So, right, I won't need to decorate my basement. Although I probably will. I have way too many room ideas. BLAAAAAH I could always make another character I suppoose. Bwah.
Shiot, I has to go. Bah. Whatever. I'm grumpy today. I need new icons.
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I'm feeling right now.
::drop an anvil on my head::
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| Wow. |
[03 Nov 2002|12:37am] |
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The Dead Poets Society is one brilliant movie. Just . . . wow. That was powerful.
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I'm feeling right now.
::drop an anvil on my head::
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| I could see this coming |
[02 Nov 2002|01:52pm] |
What is your inner spirit?
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Honestly, am I supposed to be surprised?
It's snowing ^_^. I love snow. Up until January. January gets depressing. February rocks, though :P.
Hmm, let's see. House is being renovated in Animal Crossing. Getting a basement put in. Tomorrow, i will have a Spooky Basement, thanks to my entire set of Spooky Furniture <3. Honestly, I have to shut up about the spooky set. But ah can't help it :P.
I feel like drawing stuff today and scanning it. Sounds good. Whee. I need to get my Halloween pictures developed soon.
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I'm feeling right now.
::drop an anvil on my head::
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| Oh yeah . . . |
[02 Nov 2002|02:19am] |
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"SPOOOOOON GUAAAAARD!" |
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SPOOKY SET IS MINE! bahahahaha.
Oh yeah, I hate relationships. And I need sleep. Let's see, I got about . . . 30 pieces of Spooky furniture O_o. 12 that aren't doubles. And Nook pays a lot for Spooky furnies . . . whee, I just made up my own noun. FURNIES! Hahaha. . . .
I need sleep.
Take The Anime Man Whore Test!!!
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Hahahaha. Wait, I don't have a sister. Damn. Hahaha wait, I'm not a man. Shit. Why did I take that quiz? :P Huhu I suck :p.
SLEEEEEEEEEP. And yet I'm keeping myself up. Why? Coz I don't know. Bahhh.
This entry is so pointless.
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I'm feeling right now.
::1 lumps to the noggin:: drop an anvil on my head::
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| bahh |
[01 Nov 2002|06:48pm] |
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"Outtathaway" - the Vines |
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Ok . . . we're on a break. Just to kinda see whether things would be better if we just stayed friends. He wanted me to go down tonight to watch a movie with him, but I think he's just trying to pretty much . . . give me a guilt tripp, as much as I hate to admit it. Or at least ty to make me feel kinda guilty. And I mean . . . I feel guilty enopugh already. We haven't broken up or anything, but I still do. Bahhh.
Mira's home!! And he's doing okay ^_^.
BAHAHAHA I love the Angry Kittens on rathergood.com. I'm feeling okay now.
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I'm feeling right now.
::4 lumps to the noggin:: drop an anvil on my head::
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| Bahh |
[01 Nov 2002|11:12am] |
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"Vintage Queen" - Goldfinger |
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I feel crappy today. I slept on the bus and woke up feeling like a truck hit me. I had a massive headache, and I am SO tired. Dangit.
I didn't even get the entire Spooky Set last night!! Well, I got close. Time-travel is good :P I'll get the wallpaper and the lamp tonight.
Waahh, Brad's not here today :p. I stand alone. Wait, Squish is here. I'm stupid. I'm tired ;_;. Man, this morning when I woke up I felt as if a bus had hit me. I sounded like a frog, my arms were sore, etc.
Oh yeah, and last night was Halloween!! I had so much fun. I went out with Squish (Darth . . . something? Or Obi Wan Kesquishy :p), and Brad (Too Cold To Dress Up :P) and I was a vampire. Whee. Naturally. My fangs rocked, although I kept biting my lip with them (they were SHARP!!) and they kept falling out. They looked cool, though.
I'm hungry, dude. Journalism class. Writing an article on vegetarianism. Whee.
Hmm . . . I hope Wayne'll be on tonight :\. I misseth him. IDEA: Go check his livejournal now. Yay.
I sent Squish and e-mail last night, bbut I don't think he got it yet 'coz he's not upset or anything. I just told him i wasn't happy anymore. I'm not. Actually, I'm a lot more comfortable just being his friend, I think. And I don't think it'll be weird. But I'll see. We'll talk about it first.
I'm so HUNGRY >_<. All I've had to eat today, was . . . orange juice, candy, and some of Squish's root beer :P and none of that is healthy :P. Bah.
I want to be hoooome, asleep, or eating and playing Animal Crossing. Dangit, I want my Spooky Wallpaper and mah Spooky Lamp!!
Yay ^_^ it's snowing. SNOW HARDER!! I'm glad it didn't snow last night. That would've sucked, dude.
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::drop an anvil on my head::
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| BAH |
[30 Oct 2002|05:17pm] |
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"Fell in Love With a Girl" - White Stripes |
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I'm in an odd mood now. I'm not depressed, not happy, but I'm not like sad or mad or suicidal or anything. Maybe I'm bored. Bahhh.
Anyway, one thing I feel right now is guilty.
He sent me an e-mail today when he missed the bus and stayed home, apologizing for the way he's been acting over the past few weeks. I don't know. Maybe it's just me, but apologies kinda don't make up for the fact that the 'tude he's acquired is still kickin' around. I wrote him a letter last night telling him I wanted to take a break, but I didn't get a chance to give it to him. Now I know that if I give it to him, he'll be hurt. Dammit. This sucks. Oh well, my own fault. Bahh.
I'm fucken hungry.
Let's see, I hurt myself 4 times today :P 2 with a safety pin, and 2 with a Pepsi bottle :P it dug into my lip :X. Fuck, those were some sharp safety pins, too.
I want food.
Tomorrow is Halloween! Yessss! I have to collect the whole Spooky Set on Animal Crossing. She will be mine, oh yes, she will. BAHAHAHA. OK, now I'm definitely in a strange mood. Ritalin, anyone? Muahahaah.
Ok, that fucking DOES IT!! I am getting some sodding FOOD!!. . . .
After I post this quiz. Bahahah.
Why Will You Go To Hell?
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What the fuck? O_o
OH YEAH!! Go to www.rathergood.com. That site is some fucked up . . . and DOWN too!
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::2 lumps to the noggin:: drop an anvil on my head::
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| Dammit dammit dammit |
[29 Oct 2002|10:06pm] |
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"My Fault" - Fenix TX |
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Fuck fuck fuck. Katie, you are dumb and stupid. Fucky.
You're done your fuckin' essay, the one thing that was putting any amount of massive pressure on you, and now what happens? You're depressed. Shitfuck. I hate when this happens. I shouldn't have come online.
For another thing . . . ahhh dammit. I don't know why . . . but . . . it seems that every day I'm with him . . . I want to . . . not be, now. GAH KATIE!! STOP DATING YOUR FRIENDS! STOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOP!! You are stupid. He's getting so . . . immature. I don't know. Maybe I though he'd changed over the summer. For all I know, maybe he HAD changed. He became this sweet guy who really cared about me, a guy who always apologized when/if he offended me and was just so damn all-around sweet. Then, of course, school came around. Now I don't know what to do. First and foremost . . . he IS one of my best friends. But the thing is . . . fuck, this'll go NOWHERE after highschool. He's not going to be doing ANYTHING, and he'll probably want me to stay here with him, but let's face facts . . . I AM GOING TO UNIVERSITY. See, Katie? SEE!? This is why you made that new year's resolution at the beginning of the year! THIS IS WHY!! Because your relationships NEVER! FUCKING! WORK! OUT!! Besides, it's not like we're going to get married. I don't think we will. Fuckage, I don't know what to do. If I break up with him . . . he'll . . . I don't even want to think about it. I don't know. I don't fucking know.
And fuck. I thought I knew him. I don't know him at all. Not at all.
Problem is . . . if I DO break up with him . . . I know that I'll regret it. Fuck, it was the same thing with Brad. It didn't happen right away, but I DID regret it. And dammit!! After recess every day I don't get to see Squish for an hour . . . and it's almost like it's a relief to me.
This isn't cool. Why do my relationships always fuck up? What the fuck is my problem? Is it me? Or do I date the wrong people? Should I fucking wake up and stop dating my best friends!? Why can't I be normal? *sigh* Anyone normal I know hangs out with people of the same sex, and if they have friends who are of the opposite sex, then they DON'T DATE THEM!! Yet me, noooo, one thing goes wrong, and I STUPIDLY think that it'll be okay the other two times. With Johnny, it fucked up (I'm over that, but it's an example :P), with Brad it fucked up (when it shouldn't have, because I'm too fucking stupid to know . . . bahhhh), and with Squish, it IS fucking up.
*sighs*
I wonder where Wayne is tonight? I hope he did well with his job interview. I meesed you today, Wayne ;_; e-mail me when you read this? Mebbe? I need someone to catch me as I fall from the cliff of sanity. Any takers? ^_^;;;. Bahhh.
Right. Now. I feel like drawing. It felt good to let that out. Really, it did.
Behhh band tomorrow after school. Shit. This week is going by so slowly. Would Thursday hurry up already? I love my costume ^_^. i have way too many costume ideas. It's a good thing I had that party, or I wouldn't have gotten the chance to use my undead ragdoll idea, and the thing turned out rather well . . . uhh, despite the fact the black paint wouldn't come off my arms and legs, and still lingers O_o. Damn.
Dammit. Why can't i find TRUE love? Whenever I think I find something similar it seems I get in too deep and lose my head. My head's gone. Poof. I'm lacking a cranium and a skull.
And I know, I deserve to be alone, 'coz everything's my fault
Those lines could not be truer. I don't deserve the friends I have or . . . SHIT. KATIE SHUT UP.
Disregard this. Please. please. Fuck. I hate myself.
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::drop an anvil on my head::
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| Whee |
[27 Oct 2002|03:53am] |
I had a Halloween party today. It was so fun ^_^. Brad, Squish, Josh and Amanda were all there. And wheeee, the place was decorated all coollike and stuff. Lessee, Brad was dressed up as Heero Yuy, Squish as Anakin Skywalker (with some funky-ass blue and orange hairspray!!), Josh was Hannibal Lector, Amanda was .. . hmm I dunno, but she dyed her hair and it looked spiffy :P, and I was an undead ragdoll. Pics coming soon.
Speaking of which. . . .
http://drummermalon.topcities.com/katiecstrip.jpg
You'll have to copy and paste the URL. Pics just don't do justice to my pink hair. It's a lot brighter than that.
Right then, I have a new MSN thing since my other one's not working, so you'll all have to add me again. If you care to, that is. My new signin's nekonezume@hotmail.com
I'm inspired tonight. Go me.
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