Poker stabbings

Right.

2002-11-05T02:16:24Z

This is my final post as poedteen. My new LJ is under nekonezume. Please, don't forget to comment if you want to be on my friends list! Some of you I will add automatically. Most, I won't. So just tell me, okie?

Seeya in my new LJ!

Okay, idea.

2002-11-05T01:54:34Z

How about I just post my new name when I'm done and you can add me? That would be easier. OK. I'm going to sign up now.

Whee.

2002-11-04T20:41:15Z

*looks at the current world's population* You must have a lot of frustration then.

What pisses you off?

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OK, guys, I'm making my new friends-only LJ tonight. Anyone who wants to remain on my friends list, reply to this post, and I'll add you ^_^.

The Road Not Taken

2002-11-04T03:05:10Z

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leave no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence;
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the road less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

-ROBERT FROST

Sorry 'bout that. I'm in a pensive mood. I love that poem.

Aside from being pensive, I'm also somewhat depressed. I can't help but think what I'm losing right now. I'm not even sure what I am losing, or if I'm losing it. In fact, despite this pensive-ness, I really don't know what I'm thinking about. What do I want? Peh, I don't know anymore. Do I still care for him, or do I just feel guilty? Do I want to stay in his arms, or do I want to be cold? I can't even tell. I'm so confused. Do I want to exist, or do I want to just . . . vanish? I'm kind of thinking the latter. . . .
*sigh*
I wish I could just escape all this. For a week. A weekend. Hell, even a day. I just want to get away from everything, everyone. Even those I love.
I can be so selfish sometimes. OK, more than just sometimes. A lot.

And please, if you comment on this . . . whoever's reading it . .. whatever you do, don't tell me to stop bashing myself. It's impossible. That's all there is to it.

Why am I in so much pain right now? I mean, I should be happy, if what I've led myself to believe is a healthy relationship really is. We're on a break. That's not healthy. It's fucked-up. I'm just tossing another 3 months out the window. I'm so damn good at that. I fuck up every fucking relationship I have because I feel "weird". What the fuck is there to feel weird about!? I get like this whenever the relationship starts getting . . . BETTER. Although I'll admit that my current one hasn't been getting better for a few weeks now. It's been going downhill. Not just because of me, either . . . he's been doing a few things too, as much as I hate to admit it. I won't say what, exactly, but . . . he's been doing them.

And, so, yeah. I guess that's my problem. And it depresses me that he's been acting the way he has been lately, because it's been pushing me away, and spreading us apart. Besides . . . nothing's going to happen after high school. I'm going to university, and already, he's pretty much given up on his life. I try to give him confidence . . . he's just . . . too stubborn. I'm positive that even if we survived until I graduated . . . even beyond that . . . we wouldn't get married or anything. He's just not that type of guy. I don't think he even HEEDS marriage, nor has thought of it. And although I love the boy dearly (more as a friend, but I still love him, as do I love all of my friends), I don't think we'd be a good married couple. Perhaps it's best to go our separate ways? Perhaps it's best for us to remain friends? Perhaps I shouldn't have been so stupid in the first place . . . to think that I could change him. To think that we could end up together.

Most of these thoughts occurred to be just now. Great. I'm going to be up all night thinking about this, I know it, and I'll be a complete vegetable at school tomorrow . . . as always.

Thanks, Autumn, for the activation code ^_^. I think I'll use it tomorrow.

Hey, cool

2002-11-03T22:08:02Z

My Dad's on the radio, sweet. Interview. That's cool. His new CD came out last week ^_^. Cool. Wonder which song they're gonna play? *Crosses fingers for Katie's Song* I get royalties for writing the tune to that song :P.

Blech

2002-11-03T20:30:24Z

MSN is a piece of shit.

I'm thinking of making a friends-only LJ. I know a lot of people currently on my friends list either:
a. don't know me, or
b. know me, but hate me and somehow put up with my shit day after day amd are secretly holding back a massive "FUCK YOU, YOU HEINOUS BITCH!"
So, if anyome has an activation code they'd like to give up, I'd gladly receive :P.

WAHAHA MSN FINALLY started working. Stupid fuck.

Right, now, carpe diem. I will remind myself that every single day and never live by it, I know. But it really is a good phrase. I think everyone should live by it. Muah. Except for me, coz I'm a coward. As I've said before, if annyone has a problem with me, just tell me, ok? I know a lot of people do. I don't blame them. I have a problem with me. But just tell me and don't hold it back, okay? I won't get pissed or hold it against you. Uhm, yeah. You've all heard this before. I repeat myself way too much.

Something fucked up my friends page.

It's been snowing off and on today. I want it to do some hardcore snowing. FUCK I just spilled my chips.

So yeah, other than today, this weekend's been pretty cool. I was feeling pretty depressed on Friday, so Brad came down and watched a movie with me, and we played some videogames and went on a looooong walk and that cheered me right up. I love my friends. They rock. Last night we went on another walk as well, and Brad found a touque on the side of the road :-= red and white striped. That was cool. Oh, and on Friday we found a leaky glowstick in a sink (we were wlaking in the campground) and carried it around with us, and he got glowstick-juice all over his gloves :-=. Actually, they were mine. Unfortunately, the juice came off with the rain. That sucked, coz they were cool lookin'. Yeah, we were walking in the rain, and last night we were walking in a snowstorm :-=.

I wish it would snow in one of my AC towns :\. Hey, it's snowing again. Cool. Relatively hard, too. OK, as soon as Mom gets to Moncton, I hope a storm kicks up. That would kick so much ass. Snow's so beautiful. And look, it stopped. I swear. The weather today is fucken nuts. Give it five freaking minutes and it'll change.

Anyway, yeah if anyone cares to give me an activation code (I won't get pissed if you don't, it's just if anyone WANTS to) I'd be eternally in your debt. Er, maybe.

Byahahaha

2002-11-03T17:30:33Z

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Haha. I got my basement in AC today. Only cost me about 45,000 Bells, and I had 85,000 on me. So, now it's being renovated for an upstairs expansion tomorrow XP. That kicks ass. So, right, I won't need to decorate my basement. Although I probably will. I have way too many room ideas. BLAAAAAH I could always make another character I suppoose. Bwah.
Shiot, I has to go. Bah. Whatever. I'm grumpy today. I need new icons.

Wow.

2002-11-03T04:08:01Z

The Dead Poets Society is one brilliant movie. Just . . . wow. That was powerful.

My completely immature fairy tale :-=

2002-11-02T18:35:47Z

FAIRY TALE

nce upon a time there has a young AMATEUR PROSTITUTE named KODY. He was QUICKLY FORGETTING in the SHITFACED forest when he met FAT CYRANO, a run-away CLEANING BITCH from the SMELLY Queen BUNNIE.

KODY could see that FAT CYRANO was hungry so he reached into his PACKAGE and give him his SEXY BANANA. FAT CYRANO was thankful for KODY's BANANA, so he told KODY a very HORNY story about Queen BUNNIE's daughter OLIVIA. How her mother, the SMELLY Queen BUNNIE, kept her locked away in a LEANING TOWER OF PISA protected by a gigantic GREAT BIG BEAR, because OLIVIA was so FUCKED-UP.

KODY FUCKED. He vowed to FAT CYRANO the CLEANING BITCH that he would save the FUCKED-UP OLIVIA. He would CLAP the GREAT BIG BEAR, and take OLIVIA far away from her eveil mother, the SMELLY Queen BUNNIE, and FUCK her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a DUMBASSED LIKE and FAT CYRANO the CLEANING BITCH began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic GREAT BIG BEAR from his story. SMELLY Queen BUNNIE LEFT out from behind a FLYING SHOVEL and struck KODY dead. In the far off LEANING TOWER OF PISA you could hear a MOAN.

THE END.

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I used Animal Crossing characters for the names :P I suck :P.

I could see this coming

2002-11-02T17:23:39Z

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Honestly, am I supposed to be surprised?

It's snowing ^_^. I love snow. Up until January. January gets depressing. February rocks, though :P.

Hmm, let's see. House is being renovated in Animal Crossing. Getting a basement put in. Tomorrow, i will have a Spooky Basement, thanks to my entire set of Spooky Furniture <3. Honestly, I have to shut up about the spooky set. But ah can't help it :P.

I feel like drawing stuff today and scanning it. Sounds good. Whee. I need to get my Halloween pictures developed soon.

Oh yeah . . .

2002-11-02T05:50:38Z

SPOOKY SET IS MINE! bahahahaha.

Oh yeah, I hate relationships. And I need sleep. Let's see, I got about . . . 30 pieces of Spooky furniture O_o. 12 that aren't doubles. And Nook pays a lot for Spooky furnies . . . whee, I just made up my own noun. FURNIES! Hahaha. . . .

I need sleep.

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Hahahaha. Wait, I don't have a sister. Damn. Hahaha wait, I'm not a man. Shit. Why did I take that quiz? :P Huhu I suck :p.

SLEEEEEEEEEP. And yet I'm keeping myself up. Why? Coz I don't know. Bahhh.

This entry is so pointless.

TIA :O

2002-11-02T05:34:13Z

I'm going to Freddie Beach next weekend!! For two days! At the Sheraton :O! We have to set something up!! :O

bahh

2002-11-01T22:19:28Z

Ok . . . we're on a break. Just to kinda see whether things would be better if we just stayed friends. He wanted me to go down tonight to watch a movie with him, but I think he's just trying to pretty much . . . give me a guilt tripp, as much as I hate to admit it. Or at least ty to make me feel kinda guilty. And I mean . . . I feel guilty enopugh already. We haven't broken up or anything, but I still do. Bahhh.

Mira's home!! And he's doing okay ^_^.
BAHAHAHA I love the Angry Kittens on rathergood.com. I'm feeling okay now.

Bahh

2002-11-01T15:23:17Z

I feel crappy today. I slept on the bus and woke up feeling like a truck hit me. I had a massive headache, and I am SO tired. Dangit.

I didn't even get the entire Spooky Set last night!! Well, I got close. Time-travel is good :P I'll get the wallpaper and the lamp tonight.

Waahh, Brad's not here today :p. I stand alone. Wait, Squish is here. I'm stupid. I'm tired ;_;. Man, this morning when I woke up I felt as if a bus had hit me. I sounded like a frog, my arms were sore, etc.

Oh yeah, and last night was Halloween!! I had so much fun. I went out with Squish (Darth . . . something? Or Obi Wan Kesquishy :p), and Brad (Too Cold To Dress Up :P) and I was a vampire. Whee. Naturally. My fangs rocked, although I kept biting my lip with them (they were SHARP!!) and they kept falling out. They looked cool, though.

I'm hungry, dude. Journalism class. Writing an article on vegetarianism. Whee.

Hmm . . . I hope Wayne'll be on tonight :\. I misseth him. IDEA: Go check his livejournal now. Yay.

I sent Squish and e-mail last night, bbut I don't think he got it yet 'coz he's not upset or anything. I just told him i wasn't happy anymore. I'm not. Actually, I'm a lot more comfortable just being his friend, I think. And I don't think it'll be weird. But I'll see. We'll talk about it first.

I'm so HUNGRY >_<. All I've had to eat today, was . . . orange juice, candy, and some of Squish's root beer :P and none of that is healthy :P. Bah.

I want to be hoooome, asleep, or eating and playing Animal Crossing. Dangit, I want my Spooky Wallpaper and mah Spooky Lamp!!

Yay ^_^ it's snowing. SNOW HARDER!! I'm glad it didn't snow last night. That would've sucked, dude.

BAH

2002-10-30T20:48:03Z

I'm in an odd mood now. I'm not depressed, not happy, but I'm not like sad or mad or suicidal or anything. Maybe I'm bored. Bahhh.
Anyway, one thing I feel right now is guilty.
He sent me an e-mail today when he missed the bus and stayed home, apologizing for the way he's been acting over the past few weeks. I don't know. Maybe it's just me, but apologies kinda don't make up for the fact that the 'tude he's acquired is still kickin' around. I wrote him a letter last night telling him I wanted to take a break, but I didn't get a chance to give it to him. Now I know that if I give it to him, he'll be hurt. Dammit. This sucks. Oh well, my own fault. Bahh.

I'm fucken hungry.

Let's see, I hurt myself 4 times today :P 2 with a safety pin, and 2 with a Pepsi bottle :P it dug into my lip :X. Fuck, those were some sharp safety pins, too.

I want food.

Tomorrow is Halloween! Yessss! I have to collect the whole Spooky Set on Animal Crossing. She will be mine, oh yes, she will. BAHAHAHA. OK, now I'm definitely in a strange mood. Ritalin, anyone? Muahahaah.

Ok, that fucking DOES IT!! I am getting some sodding FOOD!!. . . .

After I post this quiz. Bahahah.

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What the fuck? O_o
OH YEAH!! Go to www.rathergood.com. That site is some fucked up . . . and DOWN too!

shit.

2002-10-30T01:38:07Z

That was supposed to be friends-only. Oh well.

Dammit dammit dammit

2002-10-30T01:37:54Z

Fuck fuck fuck. Katie, you are dumb and stupid. Fucky.
You're done your fuckin' essay, the one thing that was putting any amount of massive pressure on you, and now what happens? You're depressed. Shitfuck. I hate when this happens. I shouldn't have come online.
For another thing . . . ahhh dammit. I don't know why . . . but . . . it seems that every day I'm with him . . . I want to . . . not be, now. GAH KATIE!! STOP DATING YOUR FRIENDS! STOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOP!! You are stupid. He's getting so . . . immature. I don't know. Maybe I though he'd changed over the summer. For all I know, maybe he HAD changed. He became this sweet guy who really cared about me, a guy who always apologized when/if he offended me and was just so damn all-around sweet. Then, of course, school came around. Now I don't know what to do. First and foremost . . . he IS one of my best friends. But the thing is . . . fuck, this'll go NOWHERE after highschool. He's not going to be doing ANYTHING, and he'll probably want me to stay here with him, but let's face facts . . . I AM GOING TO UNIVERSITY. See, Katie? SEE!? This is why you made that new year's resolution at the beginning of the year! THIS IS WHY!! Because your relationships NEVER! FUCKING! WORK! OUT!! Besides, it's not like we're going to get married. I don't think we will. Fuckage, I don't know what to do. If I break up with him . . . he'll . . . I don't even want to think about it. I don't know. I don't fucking know.
And fuck. I thought I knew him. I don't know him at all. Not at all.
Problem is . . . if I DO break up with him . . . I know that I'll regret it. Fuck, it was the same thing with Brad. It didn't happen right away, but I DID regret it. And dammit!! After recess every day I don't get to see Squish for an hour . . . and it's almost like it's a relief to me.
This isn't cool. Why do my relationships always fuck up? What the fuck is my problem? Is it me? Or do I date the wrong people? Should I fucking wake up and stop dating my best friends!? Why can't I be normal? *sigh* Anyone normal I know hangs out with people of the same sex, and if they have friends who are of the opposite sex, then they DON'T DATE THEM!! Yet me, noooo, one thing goes wrong, and I STUPIDLY think that it'll be okay the other two times. With Johnny, it fucked up (I'm over that, but it's an example :P), with Brad it fucked up (when it shouldn't have, because I'm too fucking stupid to know . . . bahhhh), and with Squish, it IS fucking up.

*sighs*

I wonder where Wayne is tonight? I hope he did well with his job interview. I meesed you today, Wayne ;_; e-mail me when you read this? Mebbe? I need someone to catch me as I fall from the cliff of sanity. Any takers? ^_^;;;. Bahhh.

Right. Now. I feel like drawing. It felt good to let that out. Really, it did.

Behhh band tomorrow after school. Shit. This week is going by so slowly. Would Thursday hurry up already? I love my costume ^_^. i have way too many costume ideas. It's a good thing I had that party, or I wouldn't have gotten the chance to use my undead ragdoll idea, and the thing turned out rather well . . . uhh, despite the fact the black paint wouldn't come off my arms and legs, and still lingers O_o. Damn.

Dammit. Why can't i find TRUE love? Whenever I think I find something similar it seems I get in too deep and lose my head. My head's gone. Poof. I'm lacking a cranium and a skull.

And I know, I deserve to be alone, 'coz everything's my fault

Those lines could not be truer. I don't deserve the friends I have or . . . SHIT. KATIE SHUT UP.

Disregard this. Please. please. Fuck. I hate myself.

whee

2002-10-27T18:17:23Z

Which horrible Kirby Anime Character are You?
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Candy apples and razor blades, I remembe.r Halloween says:
yeah Harry Potter comes out the 15th and I'd rather waste my money on that
Rained-out Parade says:
Amen :-=
Candy apples and razor blades, I remembe.r Halloween says:
and then LOTR in December
Rained-out Parade says:
Mmmm, LOTR...
Candy apples and razor blades, I remembe.r Halloween says:
Mm Harry Potter AND LOTR :-=
Candy apples and razor blades, I remembe.r Halloween says:
AT THE SAME TIME
Rained-out Parade says:
That'd be confusing :-=
Candy apples and razor blades, I remembe.r Halloween says:
it would be actually :-=
Candy apples and razor blades, I remembe.r Halloween says:
Frodo Potter and the Chamber of Two Towers :-=
Rained-out Parade says:
OH MY GOD FRODO'S KISSING...Hermione? :-=
Candy apples and razor blades, I remembe.r Halloween says:
And Harry's kissing . . . Arwen :-=
Candy apples and razor blades, I remembe.r Halloween says:
I think that's how you spell her name
Candy apples and razor blades, I remembe.r Halloween says:

Candy apples and razor blades, I remembe.r Halloween says:
dude that would be nasty, coz Frodo's like . . . 60-someting? And Hermione's like . . . 12
:-=

surveyage

2002-10-27T09:14:00Z

[Current Clothes ] fuzzy light blue pants, snowboarding bunny t-shirt, piggy socks. My pyjamas.
[ Current Taste] saliva
[ Current Hair ] hot pink bangs & highlights; rest is dark brown
[ Current Annoyance ] I'm itchy and cold
[ Current Smell] oxygen
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] sleeping
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Bonkers D. Bobcat & badges
[ Current Favorite Artist ] what sort of artist? OK, well . . . I dunno. I have several.
[ Current Favorite Group ] Goldfinger, Nightwish
[ Current Book you're reading ] Interview with the Vampire by Anne Rice
[ Current CD in CD Player] my Halloween mix
[ Current Refreshment ] my own stomach acid . . . heh, I'm hungry.
[ Current Worry ] I won't get my essay done tomorrow. Or started. . . .

Last Person:
[ You Touched ] Mom
[ You Talked to ] Mom
[ You Hugged ] Mom :P
[ You Instant messaged ] RedXII
[ You Yelled At ] Josh, I think
[ You Kissed ] Squish (HAHA he got black lipstick on him, too :P it looked funny :P)

Favourite:
[ Food ] olives
[ Drink ] Pepsi
[Alcoholic] n/a
[ Color ] purple
[ Album ] huh? what sort?
[ Shoes ] just some black sneakers I have. They look like boots, but only go as far up as sneakers do. They're spiffy lookin' and they were cheap. Booya.
[ Animal ] cats
[ Movie ] I dunno. Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
[ Dance ] I don't really care. Breakdancing's cool.
[ Song ] too many to name. I'm currently fond of Halloween by AFI (Misfits cover . . . both are good, actually)
[ Vegetable ] carrots?
[ Fruit ] olives
[ Cartoon ] haven't been watching any lately, so I dunno

ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] I can be
[ Open-minded ] yeah
[ Arrogant ] hell no
[ Insecure ] yyyyyup
[ Interesting ] hahaha, no
[ Random ] yup
[ Hungry ] fuck yeah!
[ Friendly ] not to people I don't like.
[ Smart ] I think I am. Sometimes.
[ Moody ] UH-HUH!!! I get that from Dad ;P
[ Childish ] yup
[ Independent ] yeah
[ Hard working ] HAHAHAHAHA
[ Organized ] nnnnnoooooooo
[ Healthy ] sure
[ Emotionally Stable ] currently, yes.
[ Shy ] for meeting new people and showing off my body
[ Difficult ] YUP!!!!!
[ Attractive ] hahahahaha funny, no
[ Bored Easily ] no
[ Thirsty ] not really
[ Responsible ] *sings* Responsibiity, what's that?
[ Obsessed ] yup
[ Angry ] not now. . . .
[ Sad ] no
[ Happy ] I guess
[ Hyper ] often :D
[ Trusting ] I can be.
[ Talkative ] fuck yeah, but not around people I don't know

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] no one
[ Slap ] sooo many people . . . Nikki is a name that comes to mind. Little bitch. joining band for drums, playing for maybe TWO MONTHS and thinking she owns everything. Grr, I've been there for the past two years >_< and counting >_< bitch
[ Get Real Wasted With ] no one really. Well, maybe Squish . . . huhuhu. Alhough I don't get wasted :P
[ Get High With ] I don't get high
[ Look Like ] I do now with better legs and face . . . and my hair colour PERMANENT instead of semi-permanent
[ Talk To Online ] Squish. Lonely now.

#

BEST
1. kisser - Squish
2. smile - I dunno, on't really care
3. eyes - Squish actually had really pretty eyes.
4. laugh - Brad
5. story teller - I dunno? Amanda?
6. cook - my Dad
7. WTF? that's right, bitch!
8. cutest personality - i on't know
9. friendliest - Josh, or Brad
10. favorite person to hug - Squish
11. gives best compliments - Brad
12. could never get sick of - Squish, Brad, Chris, Josh, Amanda, Wayne
13. craziest person - Amanda, without a doubt
14. person to talk to - Chris
15. sweetest - Squish
16. happiest - none :P
17. compliment recieved - I dunno
18. compliment you can think of to recieve - honest compliments about my art and writings
19. makes you smile the most - my friends acting stupid :P
20. miss the most - I don't really miss anyone

WORST:
1. kissing experience - hahaha when I was first teaching Squish how to kiss, our teeth would clunk up against eachother and it would hurt :P
2. story teller - I dunno
3. cook - can't really think of anyone . . .wait . . . SQUISH :P although his grilled cheese sandwiches kick some ass
4. personality - NIKKI!!! MAN she has a 'tude problem! And I'm talking 1,000x worse than mine. hat's saying something.
6. hurt you the worst - the time Johnny dumped me for a guy he hadn't ever met. I'm well over that now :P it still hurt at the time though
7. worst compliments - well I had a alot of people saying nice stuff about a pic of mine, then I got one that said "Wow, that's really . . . indesribable? Seriously, though, what is it?" I kinda thought that was rude.

Guys-Girls ? ? ?
1. Favorite feature - Eyes. I dont' really vare about aythign else. Not that eyes are anything that really matters, that is. It's just the only thing I really notice.
2. Crush?- don't need one
3. In Love? - yes
4. How many times? - 2 (well, one I thought I was)
5. Do they give you the chill? depends, this one, yes
8. Been Heartbroken? YEAH.
9. How many times? all the time when Johnny and I were together :\
10. Most romantic thing you've done for someone - Nothing. I'm not very romantic.
11. Most romantic thing someone's done for you? not much of anything. Squish isn't much of a romantic :P not that it matters, I like him the way he is
12. Your dream of a romantic thing for someone to do for you? I unno, maybe Squish getting me a rose? :P
13. Marriage? dont' have a clue. I'd love to be married someday though.
14. Kids? sure
15. For true love or something else? true love, bitch
16. Big or small wedding?? small
17. Would you propose or them? them
18. How would you/how would you want them to? I dunno. Nothing flashy or anything. Like not in a resaurant going "I'M ABOUT TO PRPOSE TO THIS BEAUTIFUL WOMAN!" or anything :P although I'm not beautiful. Somthing quiet. On one knee.

#

HAVE YOU EVER
1. Kissed in the rain? I think so :P
2. Called someone in the middle of the night just because you
couldn't wait any longer to talk to them? no . . . i talk to them online :P
3. Thought about someone so much you annoyed yourself? yup
4. Talked about someone to the point of people telling you to shut
up? well, they thought it :P
5. Who's the person you miss the most? no one.
6. Watched the stars with someone? yes <3
7. Cried because you're happy? fuck yes. In front of the person, too
8. Been in love, but it wasn't returned? I thought I was
9. Kept something that smelled so you could smell it when you
missed that person? yes
10. Called someone more than 5 times during the day? probably
11.Who's name did you say most in this? dunno :P

WALLET: black with a red dotted lightning bolt thing.
BAG: blue/white/grey with band patches & pins on it, and a crapload of safety pins. That's my schoolbag.
HAIR-BRUSH: white and green
MAKEUP: just eye makeup
TOOTHPASTE: anything wintergreen. One of the few kinds that doesn't give me canker sores.
TOOTHBRUSH: it's white and the bristles are . . like multicoloured
JEWELRY WORN DAILY: oh geez. one single row pyramid bracelet, one three row, a watch, a single row studded magnetic bracelet, a tattered blue fabric bracelt, a nosering, earrings, a choker with a lock on it, a blue turtle necklace (Squish gave it to me <3), a silver spiky sorta necklace, an ankh necklace, and a ring with a turtle on it. Glasses too, if they count.
SOCKS: uhm I like socks with animals on them?
PILLOW COVER: I don't know how to describe it. Actually I do, I'm just to tired to right now.
BLANKET: it's all blue and yellow and green and has flowers O_o
COFFEE CUP: a bigass one with cute little fluffy yellow chicks on it. Mom bought it for me.
SUNGLASSES: ones that look UGLY on me ;P I look bad in all sunglasses.
UNDERWEAR: I don't know O-o I have a lot of pairs. My faves are the black ones though ;P
SHOES: the ones I have?
KEYCHAIN: Chococat!!
COMPUTER: HP Pavilion
FAVORITE TOP: my black skull and crossbones tank top that I made.
FAVORITE PANTS: my plaid ones. I can't wait for my jeans to rip so I can patch 'em up.
SHAMPOO/CONDITIONER: anything that doesn't make it all oily and doesn't test on animals, and also that helps keep my haircolour in.
SOAP: anything that doesn't itch or stink
CD IN THE STEREO RIGHT NOW: Halloween mix
CAR: lol my skateboard
IN THE FRIDGE: food and drink
TELEVISION: we have a tv :D
STEREO: hardly that!! Try portable cd player :P
TELEPHONE: I have one in my room, but it's rarely used un;ess a call comes though when I'm online, since it's right beside my comp.
CELLPHONE: Mom has one, but I don't care for em

NOTE: I was really tired when i filled this out, so my spelling and grammar sucks coz I was too lazy to correct it. Now I'm going to bed.

Whee

2002-10-27T07:24:56Z

I had a Halloween party today. It was so fun ^_^. Brad, Squish, Josh and Amanda were all there. And wheeee, the place was decorated all coollike and stuff. Lessee, Brad was dressed up as Heero Yuy, Squish as Anakin Skywalker (with some funky-ass blue and orange hairspray!!), Josh was Hannibal Lector, Amanda was .. . hmm I dunno, but she dyed her hair and it looked spiffy :P, and I was an undead ragdoll. Pics coming soon.

Speaking of which. . . .
http://drummermalon.topcities.com/katiecstrip.jpg
You'll have to copy and paste the URL. Pics just don't do justice to my pink hair. It's a lot brighter than that.

Right then, I have a new MSN thing since my other one's not working, so you'll all have to add me again. If you care to, that is. My new signin's nekonezume@hotmail.com

I'm inspired tonight. Go me.

MAN!!

2002-10-23T14:13:21Z

Is my hair EVER PINK!! I have pink bangs and pink highlights now. Gahhh I love it!!! I need to post some pictures. Wheee. I didn't think pink would be my colour.

Gah.

2002-10-22T00:37:57Z

I shouldn't have come online. I'm getting depressed now. Funny how you can go from the happiest you've been in a long time to the most depressed you've been oin two seconds flat. Dammit. I should've just gone and played Animal Crossing.

AHHHHH!!

2002-10-22T00:12:20Z

My Mom just got back from parent teacher interviews.
I AM MAKING A MOTHERFUCKING 87.5% AVERAGE.

Graphic design. 94%.
Math. A whopping MOTHERFUCKING 91%.
Journalism. 89%. HIGHEST MARK IN THE CLASS.
English. 77%. Very low, but just because I didn't study for the first two tests. Mr. Keirstead thinks that in awhile that won't matter.
French. 87%.

My fucking goodness. I am happy. AND TO THINK!! MATH is my SECOND HIGHEST mark! Fucking wheee!

I just got in trouble in Journalism for writing an article in my newsletter about Justin having child porn :-=. Hey, I was just kidding, besides Justin and I are buds . . . kinda. Well, we joke around. And I mean, come on, he wrote an article comparing me with Avril Lavigne!!! Nasty!! And we all know how much I HATE Avril Lavigne. Guhhh poser. Anyway. Sorrie Wayne :-=.

KATIE IS HAPPY!!!!! AAAAAHHHH!!
OH MAN.
87.5. Drinking my celebration Pepsi now.

Tomorrow morning i'm going to get my hair done!! My bangs are gonna be dyed pink, and the rest'll be like dark brown. Oh yeah, I scanned some pictures! I'll upload those in a moment.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

poedteen @ 2002-10-20T19:57:00

2002-10-20T22:27:14Z

It's all about the PIE :-=

Bahahah!! I knew it!!

2002-10-12T22:56:48Z

What Planet Are You From?

this quiz was made by The Autist Formerly Known As Tim

(The world I created = my Animal Crossing town >:P).

I'm feeling a lot better. My throat isn't sore and stuff. Wheee.
I've basically been sitting around all day, playing Animal Crossing. Whee I've learned that Red Snappers fetch a pretty Bell! 3,000 Bells for ONE! Remind me to catch a LOT of those ^_^. I want a living fossil, though. I'll bet those are worth a lot. Hehehe. I was fishing a lot today.

I MUST get Nightiwish's latest CD, Century Child. Must. Or at least download all the songs and burn them. All the songs I've heard from the CD are really good.

Hmm, anyway. Squish wants me to take my Gamecube to his place, so I should go. We're probably gonna watch Jay & Silent Bob Strike Back again, too. Man, that movie's funny.